He’s there in case I wandered off
He’s scared ‘cause I warned
He’s scared in case I want it all
He’s scared ‘cause I won
All in all the clock is slow
Six color pictures all in a row
Of a marigold
He’s there in case I wandered off
He’s scared ‘cause I warned
He’s there in case I want it all
He’s scared ‘cause I won
He’s there in case I wandered off
He’s scared ‘cause I warned
He’s there in case I want it all
He’s there ‘cause I won
she’s kinda crazy and she’s kinda cool
sitting all alone after school
she says she can’t control her crazy life
because everyone wants to die
save yourself if you can
it’s gonna get you before you plan
shut the door because hell is near
you have no reason to hide your fear
shut your mouth spare yourself
all this bullshit in the air
tick tick tick there is goes
another explosion hits my soul
i figure this is getting old
another thing that i can’t control
inside this strange little devil town
life i’ll never know what’s going on
you tend to temp me with your fancy things
but we all know what i really need
push it down but push it slow
take it deeper take it away
go go way astray
he’s too much for this place
she’s kinda crazy and she’s kinda cool
sitting all alone after school
she says she can’t control her crazy life
because now he wants to die
she takes the knife and then she stabs his hand
she better get out while she can
shut the door because hell is here
now she has something she has to fear
Broken words broken hearts
only love will tear us apart
you looked at me and i looked at you
in my mind i thought it was true
left me alone in the dark
love did tear us apart
the words were deep but the cuts were deeper
i burned the book you only see her
my love was here your love was there
goodbye sweet darling moncher
he was the love. the air. my world when my real one was hell. he was everything to me. the way his hair fell in his face was beautiful. his eyes were brown. this color brown wasn’t like everyone else’s. when you looked into his eyes, you could feel his soul. i melted everytime. something special he was. i’ve never met a guy like him before. his laugh was contageous. the cutest sound to my ears. not a day goes by when i don’t think about him. it’s harder now that i don’t see him. i try not to think about him as if he never existed. he doesn’t exist. he doesn’t exist. he’s nothing and i’m nothing to him. beyond the lies and heartbreak. his name will forever be in my head. my first love and he didn’t love me. sometimes i think maybe something will happen between us. something real and beautiful. something amazing that will make me happy for once. maybe maybe maybe.
make me happy fill my soul with lies
go away to make everything better
haha beautiful soul inside you’re really ugly
love me twice love me scared love me til i’m dead
silly faces odd places make me whole again
doors of destruction open never for i have some place to go
over and over it’s the same thing
you call and say you’re sorry
you say you’ve changed but i don’t see it
you go around and say you blew it
but i know that you’re messing with my head
don’t tell me to shut up cause we’re threw
i’m done telling myself i can do
everything seems so serious
don’t go around wasting my time
you’re just another boy playing games
and i’m just a girl falling for everything that you lie about
just leave me alone
maybe you should get a life and get out of mines
it’s out of time and i’m done with you and your silly games
you’re the one to blame
you messed with my head to the point where i can’t even see my own reality
what’s going on here what did i do wrong
i can’t keep singing the same old song
i just want you done and gone
don’t say another word cause your smooth moves don’t fool me anymore
sorry to say but i don’t fancy you anymore
how could you do me like this
not even one kiss could change my mind
you’re out of time
sorry to say your times expired
you look at her and call me a lier
all i have are mixed emotions
breathe it in and now i’m chokin
you messed it up and now i’m livin on misery and love
she has secrets too you know
